It is very difficult to capture someone’s likeness, and there is something upsetting with hyper-realism; the presence of that face is always ready to fly out the backdoor. The last piece of the show at the National Gallery is the Triptych of his lover, George Dyer, the night of his suicide in Paris. We see the human mass over a toilet in three stages of disintegration. There is no pleasure in this memorial; this is the death of a lover, the recreation of an event Bacon missed but now re-lives and immortalises. I mention my immaturity and pleasure in re-creating my friends as grotesques for a reason; that was pleasure and play; this is an artist at a height of conception and execution. The subject is altered not for mere whim, perhaps not even for his own emotional processing, his grief. People have been apt to say that art is the redemptive act; in creation, time is somehow stopped, and if time is stopped, the flux, then it is possible to pinpoint an existence…
Excitable after, how? The exhibition is called ‘Human Presence’. Presence, even like a nightmare, still, but presence that melts away the focus of the environment. And, in another way, how joyous is Bacon’s style. Figures faces, his own face, is a dance of brushwork. Always the body recognizably stable, as we see our own, but our own face? Unsettled. Bacon liked this line from Jean Cocteau: ‘every time I look in the mirror, I see death doing its work’. Perhaps I am playing it up as too friendly an occasion. Maybe it’s temperamental, or a kind of respect. Philosopher, or whatever he was, Karl Jaspers said: ‘philosophy as practice does not mean its restriction to utility or applicability, that is, to what serves morality of produces serenity of the soul’, he continues: ‘philosophizing is the activity of thought itself, by which the essence of man, in its entirety, is realised in the individual man’. It may be that art too has such a capability, is such a practice. Why not? I refuse to believe Bacon could paint the death of his lover, and other memorials, without imagining this higher capability. With Bacon, essence and presence combine, both are too fleeting to grasp, hence the ‘thinking in series’… but this is too explanatory… forgive me.